so i had an asthma attack yesterday. it was F-R-E-A-K-Y!!! And then my bastard of a father called after HALF A YEAR without paying Child Support like he was supposed to. it’s where the parent that doesn’t legally own the child has to pay the other parent. basically, i’m poor w/out it. even though my mom won’t admit it. but he called becuz he “wanted to wish my sister a sixteenth birthday!” *rolls eyes in disgust* but i’ll elaborate more l8r. i gotta get going. bye!!
ok, so today I went to Dollar Tree and there was this big tie thing and it had orange polka-dots on it and i grabbed a big fluffy purple hat and i wore it all around the store and acted like it was perfectly normal!!!
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it was SO much fun!!
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and then when we got home there was a horrible storm we didn’t loose our power but there was some REALLY bad lightning that i saw while at the computer, and our computer is like, in the center of the house!! it scared me so bad i got some big flashlights and went in my bathroom, got my CD playa and a book and get this: i sat in the bathtub for about 30 minutes reading and listenin to Disney Mania 4!! it was fun.
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but i gotta go. bye!!
lol just put this here 4 no apparent reason!!!!! LOL
This verse, along with the song below, literally saved my life. There are some times when you just get that connection with God and you know that nothing else matters. Here’s the story: my grandmother hates me, and when she said that my band concerts were crap, which just crushed me, i ran outside with my iPod and I started singing the song below, and all I remember was by the time I got to the end I wasn’t crying anymore, and I knew that I would get through this with God. Right then and there, I no longer questioned why I was still living, or why I hadn’t already ran away from this yet. I know that whenever I feel like no one knows how bad things are, that God knows. Anyway, here’s the song. It’s titled East to West by Casting Crowns. The message is just so beautiful…
The tile says it all, really. I love love love myself if I could change anything about me I wouldn't. I am VERY proud to say that as of May 11, 2008, I have been saved by God, and I wouldn't have it any other way. For more about me, check my about page!!