OMJ I AM FREAKING!!!! :-X May 20, 2008

…..okay so i kinda got a lot of explaining 2 do today..

first off, there is this nerd named Brian. Brian…where do i start? i mean, he has these round glasses, BUT he’s not your ordinary nerd, i SWEAR!! he’s sweet and he doesn’t walk around constantly sayin crap like ‘E=MC2′ or watever those nerdy guys like to say. okay, so last night i totally just decided i should end the skool year with a boyfriend, and well, i had recently decided that i liked Brian…:oops: i think you guys know where this whole thing is going. but i gave him a note and told him not to open in until he was alone, and i NEVER got to hear what he said to it, and it is HORRIBLE!!! i am going to die!! just the thought of him sitting at home laughing or watever he friggin is doing right now, the problem is, HE’S NOT REPLYING YET!! i know, what is he supposed to do? he’ll probly tell me 2morrow, but i just cant WAIT!! i hate myself for putting me though this shit. GOD IM RETARDED!!!! sry, got a lil’ mad at myself. NO I AM NOT EMO!!! lol

anyway, he is my REALLY good friend, and i hope he’ll have sympathy. i WAS going to ask out Adam Perkins, but i decided NO WAY. peace out,

Stormy :]